To be heard

My dreams of reaching thousands with my words and/or music, or selling enough books and recordings to live on — well, they remain just dreams.

“Tell a story,” my self-editor murmurs. “People want to hear a story.” But the audience dips for the posts with an ongoing story, if I am to believe the almighty ANALYTICS.

My main story and message are about finally hearing the still, small voice whispering, “Love God and love your neighbor as yourself — upon these two commandments lays the whole of the law.”

And every day the news couriers relay word of a neglected God and hate for our neighbors — and few are as hateful as the ones who point their fingers and accuse their neighbors of hatred and bigotry, so blind they cannot see their own hatred and their flaming bigotry.

Yet I have no more right to be heard than anyone else. There is a board in my eye, so how can I criticize the speck in my neighbor’s eye? “You started it!” we shout at each other. “When your guy does it, you don’t think there’s anything wrong with it,” and round and round we go and no one listens.

I would rather tell stories and make music, and listen to stories and other people’s songs. I would rather be “too busy singing to put anybody down.” Is that any way to be heard? 

Is it that important to be heard? Well, yes, if I want people to hear that beautiful still, small voice with its important message. We are all neighbors, remember. You do remember, don’t you? Under all the shouting is that most important whisper: We are all neighbors.

Why stop at 9?

The latest social media “thing” is a tic-tac-toe grid of nine record album covers with the label “My 9 Albums.” The idea is to show the nine albums that best explain your listening life — some people use the subtitle “Nine albums that made me.”

As a chronic listener, I would probably be lost if I had to choose only nine albums that changed the trajectory of my life. Let me consult the Wayback Machine …

The Famous 1938 Carnegie Hall Jazz Concert – Benny Goodman

Neil Sedaka Sings His Greatest Hits – Neil Sedaka

Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band – The Beatles

On the Threshold of a Dream – The Moody Blues

Headquarters – The Monkees

The Beatles (The White Album)

Ladies of the Canyon – Joni Mitchell

John B. Sebastian

Bayou Country – Creedence Clearwater Revival

Led Zeppelin IV

Blue – Joni Mitchell

Thick As A Brick – Jethro Tull

Cosmo’s Factory – Creedence Clearwater Revival

Uncle Charlie and His Dog Teddy – Nitty Gritty Dirt Band

Judee Sill

Paralellograms – Linda Perhacs

John Kongos

Will the Circle Be Unbroken – Nitty Gritty Dirt Band and Friends

Bachman Turner Overdrive

Not Fragile – Bachman Turner Overdrive

Band on the Run – Paul McCartney & Wings

Born to Run – Bruce Springsteen & the E Street Band

Songs From the Wood – Jethro Tull

Star Wars soundtrack – John Williams

Age to Age – Amy Grant

E.T. the Extraterrestrial soundtrack – John Williams

More Power to Ya – Petra

Sunday’s Child – Phil Keaggy

Crimson and Blue – Phil Keaggy

Wildflowers – Tom Petty

Cracked Rear View – Hootie & the Blowfish

Mirror Ball – Neil Young

Conversations – Sara Groves

Imagination – Brian Wilson

O Brother Where Art Thou soundtrack

Brian Wilson Presents Smile

Add to the Beauty – Sara Groves

Circlin’ Back – Nitty Gritty Dirt Band and Friends

Know – Jason Mraz

Dandelion – Ella Langley

See what I mean? I could come up with nine albums that boggled my mind without leaving the sixties. I could write a post about how each of these albums blew me away — in many cases I already have. And I’m pretty sure I have forgotten a dozen or so albums that belong on this list. 

But it’s a fun exercise and a good reminder of the value of the album as a music form. Now that I think of it, maybe I’ll fire up the turntable for a few hours.

My Christmas sequel

From the first chapter of Ebenezer: A sequel of sorts to A Christmas Carol …

He passed a cheerful mother with her child ringing bells at a little kettle.

“Merry Christmas,” cried the sweet little girl as she pumped her hand and the bell jangled and jangled.

“Meh,” said Edmund Filliput, but the girl only smiled and jangled the bell all the more.

A young man with a little book was speaking loudly as the crowd passed, and Edmund’s eyes narrowed as he saw that it was a storefront church.

“I bring tidings of great joy,” the man read from his little book. “Today in Bethlehem a child is born.” But Edmund swept past with the rest of the multitude.

Snow suddenly began to fall in great quantities, and the Good Old City was filled with a swirling as if encased in a glass globe.

“Just what I need now,” Edmund said bitterly, and he nearly bumped into a man wearing, of all things, a top hat. He had the presence of mind to say “Excuse me” to the man, who had stopped in the middle of the sidewalk to look up at the falling snow.

“Oh, it’s no trouble at all, my good sir,” said the man in the top hat, and Edmund saw a beatific smile on the man’s face. “Isn’t this wonderful? Just in time for the merriest of Christmases.”

“Meh,” said Edmund Filliput, but he stopped long enough to stare at the jolly man, who met his eyes and laughed a great laugh.

“No, sir, I have not taken leave of my senses,” said the man. “I just love to see snow on Christmas Eve.”

“It’s just frozen rain,” Edmund muttered. “We’ll all catch our death.”

At this a great peal of laughter came from the happy stranger, who clapped Edmund on the shoulder.

“You are absolutely correct, sir, it is quite cold,” he said. “Come, let’s have a cup of tea — or are you a coffee man? There’s a shop right here.”

Edmund had not noticed they were standing in front of a great window, where they could see tables arranged inside, a counter with stools, and a few people scattered here and there about the room. He had to admit to himself that consuming something warm would be more pleasant than walking in the cold.

“I must be insane, but sure,” he told the man.

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Hard to believe Ebenezer is now three years old. I hope it’s part of your Christmas by now, but if not, your local independent bookstore can order it for you — ask for ISBN 979-8-9863331-6-8. Your favorite online bookstore has it, too, but the local store is friendlier, don’t you think?