One day to live

Every morning we are resurrected from the small death, emerge from the cocoon our dying self made the night before, and crawl about gaining our senses.

We wander about performing tasks, learning what we can about this crazy world, and finding ways to entertain ourselves and perhaps others.

All too soon darkness falls. If we are wise, we take some time at the end to reflect on this 15- to 18-hour life and perhaps we leave notes for our next self to find.

Then we make a cocoon, wrap ourselves in it, and yield to the small death, thankful for a day survived and a new life awaiting in the morning.

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I wonder how our lives might change if we took the perspective that we only have this one day to live.

It a very real sense, today is in fact all we have. That’s why it’s called reality — only this moment is real. We can’t touch the past, though we remember it, and we don’t know the future, no matter how much we plan.

All we have is this moment — the birdsong outside the window, the drone of machines coursing up and down the hill or flying overhead, the breathing of the other occupants in the home, the dust and dirt to remove.

All of it, right here in this moment. What shall you do with this moment that is here and now and all around you?

As for me, I will pause and look about and listen and breathe, to get my bearings, and soon I will get up from the chair and see what I can do.

I almost wrote, “I will get up from the chair and see what happens,” but that implies that I’m just a spectator. If this moment is all I have, I think I would rather be doing.

Morning Song

Historical photo: Dejah Thoris Princess of Mars meets Summer, Sept. 11, 2021

I need to spend more time with music. Birds sing at dawn; perhaps we should, too. The soft coo of a love song wakes emotions higher than the wail or clamor of an alarm. Who wants to wake from sleep alarmed?

When the heart sings, wounds heal, wrongs are forgotten and forgiven, smiles brighten. When the heart sings, it feels this gift of life in all its wonder and glory. When the heart sings, it draws other hearts to share the music. It’s said that misery loves company, but music welcomes company and brings joy to everyone within range of the melody.

Look at me. I have awakened a happier mood in myself simply by writing about music and making an effort to make my words sing. Imagine how I might feel if I actually picked up an instrument or played a recording of music.

The day should start with music. The birds have a better idea.

Vicious circles

Picture yourself in a boat on a river, clowns to the left of you, jokers to the right. From each side they shout taunts and insults across the water, and you raise your arms to try to calm the cacophony, but no one seems to hear. They intend to hate each other, and no peacekeeper will do the job.

Every so often, there will be a lull, and you call out to remind them that we share common goals — to raise the next generation, to live in peace, to reach our full potential, to live free, to pursue our dreams, and they will stop and nod their heads.

But then someone from the back will shout, “But THEY —!!!”

And it starts anew.