The first draft

I tried in vain to find an old photo of me doing an interview, but I did come across this first photo of Summer after we chose her from the litter of 10 puppies in August 2021.

I spent 50 years writing “the first draft of history.” I left that task to younger souls almost a year ago now. I still do some clerical work for my last set of colleagues, so I can have a little more spending money, and I still write first drafts on the side.

First drafts of what, one might ask, and I’m not quite sure. Some of what appears here in the blog will end up in books, some in songs. Like some of my city council or court stories, some could use a second draft or a revision, but I rarely had time for a second draft; it was “here you are” and on to tomorrow’s news.

I wrote what I saw. I honestly believed that it was not my role to pass judgment, so I kept my opinions out of my work as best I could. After awhile, a guy starts to have opinions. Still, it’s a good exercise to work to understand those with different beliefs, especially when your job is to explain what’s happening fairly and accurately — the first draft of history is going to affect every other draft as time goes on, after all.

It should not be obvious whether the reporter loves or despises the people s/he is writing about. In a perfect world the reporter will be neutral, but that doesn’t happen much anymore, and I don’t get the feeling neutrality is encouraged in these times.

I suppose I came to libertarianism — and not the Libertarian Party, by the way — because my job required me to try to portray Democrats and Republicans in as neutral terms as I could muster. That meant understanding what they believed and what they opposed in the never-ending theater they acted in. 

It quickly becomes clear that everyone wants the same things for the most part — comfort, food, shelter, a better life for their kids and themselves, clean air, clean water, not to be hassled by criminals — and the political stage is a quarrel over the best way to have those things. It has devolved into a struggle for the power to impose their solutions on the rest of us, whether we like it or not.

The libertarian way is to let informed individuals make their own decisions about their lives. My job was to provide that information in a way that helped people make up their own minds.

Ultimately that led to my core belief — Love God and love your neighbor. Some of our neighbors have idiotic political notions — forgive me for being blunt — but they honestly believe those notions will lead to a better world, and what’s not to love about someone who wants a better world? Some Christians condense it to “love the sinner, hate the sin,” but there’s enough hate in the world. The idea is to love the neighbor, unconditionally. You may have serious questions about their politics and life choices, but that doesn’t make them less worthy of love.

At least that’s what I’m putting in my first draft, although I’m pretty sure that thought will make it into future versions, too.

Equinox blessings

The forecast is for spring. With last weekend’s snowfall measured in feet, the weather people are predicting high temps in the mid 30s to upper 40s for the foreseeable future. The storm of April 2018 haunts us with the guarantee that it still could snow, but not before this snowfall does quite a bit of melting over the next 10 days.

And so it seems a grand time to throw a spring equinox. We hereby declare that the sun must stay above the horizon longer each day than below for the next six months.

May chlorophyll-green invade and conquer the land. May the sun yield sunflowers and coneflowers and wildflowers beyond our ability to count. May birds nest and fledglings fly and children run and dirty their knees. May the land burst with bounty enough to keep our bellies full through the next season of winter, months from now.

Let bandshells in town parks everywhere sprout music of all shapes and sizes. The music of spring and summer is joy joy joy to the world — let heaven and nature sing!

I look across the yard and into the woods and see gray and white. The only color is from the lawn chairs, and even there you could not sit without brushing away a cushion of cold, wet white. But last Saturday, before the storm, a fresh green glow was starting to emerge from the ground, and no doubt it waits beneath the snow and will be even greener after it quenches its thirst on the spring melt.

“Yeah, right, it sure looks like the first day of spring,” leers the cynic. But he can’t deny the truth: It is, indeed, the first day of spring. We survived another winter, and the season of light is upon us.

A safe place

They were human voices, but they were howling — howling in anger, howling in anger, howling with outrage, howling in pain. The man listened to the howling and sighed.

“So much feeling,” he said. “So much distress. I want to bring them to a safer place.”

One of the howlers overheard and stalked over to the man, face to face.

“A safe place! Safe from all of this chaos?!” the howler mocked. “Where is this so-called safe place?”

The man smiled slightly and patted his chest over his heart.

“There can always be peace here, if nowhere else,” said the man. “When you get to this place, the chaos may still exist, but you will have hope.”

“Hope?” The howl was even more derisive. “There can be no hope as long as those people —”

“Which people?” asked the man. “That guy there? The woman at the curb? The child looking on, looking scared? Which of them is those people? I’m curious.”

“The ones who are causing the problem!”

“I think the real problem is that you see ‘those people’ instead of the humans in front of you.”

“Humans?! Them!?”

“Didn’t you notice?”

“Maybe, maybe not, but they started it! They’re the same!”

“Really? They’re the same?” the man said. “Now you’re starting to understand.”